Vigilante-anarchist

Humans are here for simply experiencing the beauty that is on this planet We're here to absorb all that is wonderful and amazing about this physical plane of existence there isn't some mystical being or god who told us to be here we come here all on our own to bask in the wonderfulness and pleasure of being alive

The poison of sadness and fear is all I have now.... where is the comfort the certainty of love I once felt overflowing my heart when I think of him? Now all I feel is a harsh icy blood-freezing poison fear... Will he ever realize how I feel and give me what i so badly need? This is something I can only wait for...

in the year of 7040 after her 12th birthday clarissa finds out she is really a reincarnation of her

there is no pre-set reason for why we pick the bodies and lives that we have, free will has made it so that we make our own reasons for living in this pitiful world, but what if one can never feel like they have had a single reason until the last breath drawn.. do they repeat the cycle of choosing yet another body another i'm guessing yes so then is existing pointless? maybe this makes no sense

The love I feel for him is greater than I've ever felt for any other man on this planet. I'll bet he is an angel for how sweet he is and how happy he makes me I am incredibly fortunate to have met him when truly I needed him the very most or I would have fallen apart from the constant negativity I swim through on an almost daily basis I want to thank him dearly for putting up with me and everything else he has given me!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! <3

I'm too tired to go along with the pain in my heart anymore... I'm hollow of happiness yet full to the brim of pain.. physically and mentally abused nearly every day.... any happiness I had at one time is completely gone. I think about suicide on a daily basis I'm too weak to go through with it do to fear and uncertainty. There is nothing any one can do or say that will make the pain any less for me... hearing shit like, "life is what you make of it!" or "happiness can be found anywhere if you look for it!" has less meaning to me than existing on this god forsaken rock.