Unhappiness eating away at me
I'm too tired to go along with the pain in my heart anymore... I'm hollow of happiness yet full to the brim of pain.. physically and mentally abused nearly every day.... any happiness I had at one time is completely gone. I think about suicide on a daily basis I'm too weak to go through with it do to fear and uncertainty. There is nothing any one can do or say that will make the pain any less for me... hearing shit like, "life is what you make of it!" or "happiness can be found anywhere if you look for it!" has less meaning to me than existing on this god forsaken rock.