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Why we are here
Humans are here for simply experiencing the beauty that is on this planet We're here to absorb all that is wonderful and amazing about this physical plane of existence there isn't some mystical being or god who told us to be here we come here all on our own to bask in the wonderfulness and pleasure of being alive
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Is this really why we're here? :iconvigilante-anarchist:Vigilante-anarchist 2 1
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Deep Seeded HATE :iconvigilante-anarchist:Vigilante-anarchist 0 45
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poisonous sadness
The poison of sadness and fear is all I have now.... where is the comfort the certainty of love I once felt overflowing my heart when I think of him? Now all I feel is a harsh icy blood-freezing poison fear... Will he ever realize how I feel and give me what i so badly need? This is something I can only wait for...
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drunken philosophy ? :iconvigilante-anarchist:Vigilante-anarchist 0 0
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character info story idea
in the year of 7040 after her 12th birthday clarissa finds out she is really a reincarnation of her
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a futile existence?
there is no pre-set reason for why we pick the bodies and lives that we have, free will has made it so that we make our own reasons for living in this pitiful world, but what if one can never feel like they have had a single reason until the last breath drawn.. do they repeat the cycle of choosing yet another body another i'm guessing yes so then is existing pointless? maybe this makes no sense
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i hate existing :iconvigilante-anarchist:Vigilante-anarchist 1 0
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Love
The love I feel for him is greater than I've ever felt for any other man on this planet. I'll bet he is an angel for how sweet he is and how happy he makes me I am incredibly fortunate to have met him when truly I needed him the very most or I would have fallen apart from the constant negativity I swim through on an almost daily basis I want to thank him dearly for putting up with me and everything else he has given me!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! <3
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Unhappiness eating away at me
I'm too tired to go along with the pain in my heart anymore... I'm hollow of happiness yet full to the brim of pain.. physically and mentally abused nearly every day.... any happiness I had at one time is completely gone. I think about suicide on a daily basis I'm too weak to go through with it do to fear and uncertainty. There is nothing any one can do or say that will make the pain any less for me... hearing shit like, "life is what you make of it!" or "happiness can be found anywhere if you look for it!" has less meaning to me than existing on this god forsaken rock.
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something beautiful pt1
Polyamor is one of the most amazing life styles i've ever heard of!! To love more than just one person and to have a real trusting bond with how ever many there may be... how beautiful is that! look at all the relationships that go bad from lies jealousy or any other emotional crap.. this thought is unfinished but i plan to make it complete soon enough
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sadness in life
I remember the time when death would cross my mind dozens no hundreds of times a day and honestly I wish I had the guts to end the pain and yes I DO mean in the way you're thinking.....
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relief from dirty phone card
Only needing an old phone card he soon set the pain I had free for he spoke the words I needed so badly to hear more than anyone else's I realize he is my new master the one with the power to both build me up or destroy me completely I trust him now yet I remember my old master who was simply not the right man
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worrisome despair
I cannot describe how stressed I am worry is pumping though my whole body like a fast acting drug only meant to kill any lingering happiness I have stored.... PLEASE!!!!! ONLY YOU CAN PULL ME FROM THIS SANITY EATING MINDSET!!!!!.... why do you ignore me... I don't know what to think anymore so I sit here shaking nervously hoping for an answer
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Wishful thinking
I could have sworn my hear skipped a beat the second his lips softly touched mine as we both lay in bed together arms around each other and while I wanted that feeling to be ever lasting I break out of the spell to find myself only looking at a computer screen wanting so much to return to my beautiful happy daydream
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broken in love
My hear is broken while i was ill he didn't even ask if I was ok.... I love him so very much but why would he do that
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worlds only hope
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Current Residence: hell
Favourite genre of music: almost any kind
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favourite cartoon character: trunks
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samjo27 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2016   Writer
Good luck and good wishes sweetie, wherever the worlds have taken you...

I know you're in a better place, i like to think that "you" as such is no more, that you have let go enough that you aren't even watching over us, have moved on completely and finally found your happiness away from this reality.

i love you so much darling, i think of you all the time...

years now... Sleep well princess <3
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Ultima395 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2016
Happy Birthday to ya! : )
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samjo27 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015   Writer
Darling,

I know you can't read this but i wanted to drop by and let you know i'm still thinking about you. i miss you, you pop into my head on occasion and then don't leave for a while. I will never forget our days on the chats, and how close we all were. i love you <3
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GlitchedOblivion Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday Arianna, wherever you are :heart:
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Ultima395 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014
Happy Birthday to ya! :)
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GlitchedOblivion Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
It's me, Mackenzie. I miss you a lot, it's hard reading through our old Skype conversations because I wanna tell you hello, but I know I won't get an answer. I lav you lots lovely, RIP.

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Ultima395 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2013
Happy Birthday to ya! :)
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hail-the-oblivious Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wtf
Talked to this person on the chats long time ago, came here to see if she's still active and now I see this... wtf.... I am shocked
may she rest in peace...
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jbird96 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2012  Student General Artist
Rest in peace. I'll never forget the day we first met on the dA chat 2 years ago.

I'll miss you. <3
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ninja-star-27 Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2012
rest in peace hun, you will be missed but never forgottten *lights a candle*
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